There I was in Berlin Germany. Flown in to attend an exhibition of mine at a niteclub. the idea was to get out there and scout for other opportunities to show the work. Pretty cool. So why was I feeling like I had no reason to be in Germany? I really couldnt come up with anything else to make me feel any purpose but to imagine angel wings on my back. That I felt was a good purpose. Better than selfless marketing of myself and work, right. I thought so. When I got back I began painting this painting right away.